Well this is it... I have done wat i have promised to my friends and fulfilled it... everythings going well no screw ups thanks to my lovely and caring permanent (something like supervisor) she let me off for 3 days break so i could go genting with my friends finally i have cleansed my sins for being so unresponsible and thats a new change for me....i have been hanging out with certain ppl lately in the place where i work which they are from my school aswell...and has caused me to change dramatically....but nah i'll stick with my oldself although i'll behave and act diffrently with them....being around with my old friends makes me feel alive....
Though being around with my other friends in metro ,i have learn a lot from them from good to bad everything goes....lately i have been quite bothered i dont know actually wat it is maybe i'll post wat my feelings wants to say when the time is right...now isnt the right time yet...
(Another Important lesson to me in Life and another part of me has changed)
Monday, November 22, 2004
Memorial
Upper Row From Your Left to Right:
Ai Mee , Pei Cheng
Lower Row From Your Left to Right:
Danial , Me (Daniel) , Michelle , Suren , Nava
Ai Mee , Pei Cheng
Lower Row From Your Left to Right:
Danial , Me (Daniel) , Michelle , Suren , Nava
Saturday, November 20, 2004
Biggest Mistake Ever
I just realised that i have been to tooo obsessed with my working life always talking about work work work money money money , Lately i have felt very lonely , tired , sleepy , stressed out , bad mood etc......I have hurt many peoples feeling without noticing it screwing them up , not bothering about them , always work work work in my head >.<.....this really has gotta stop..... My Biggest Mistake was putting my friends asside.....i wanna say SORRY to those who i have hurt them , screwing them up , not bothering them and so much more that i have done without realising.....I have changed a lot....to the worst side....If it werent for Daryls (Wiegraf) blog i wouldnt have realise this.....Gomen nasai "to daryl" if u are reading this...i dont aspect you to forgive me , talk to me so soon or ever going to.....Let this be my lesson if i am to lose a friend like u or any others.......So i am gonna go tell my Supervisor that i am gonna take 3 days break to go genting hopefully or not otherwise i'll just have quit it >.< and forget about my salary.... Going to be a very hard decision
Jobs Isnt for Life , Friendships is FOR LIFE
Well heres 2 person Joanne and Esther "haha if thats how u spell it" i met them in metro who works next to my dept and well i wouldnt say we got quite closs but we get pretty much well along...the place where i work its pretty much dead and boring they are the only 2 that so far keeps me company tho we didnt really talk much.....
Jobs Isnt for Life , Friendships is FOR LIFE
Well heres 2 person Joanne and Esther "haha if thats how u spell it" i met them in metro who works next to my dept and well i wouldnt say we got quite closs but we get pretty much well along...the place where i work its pretty much dead and boring they are the only 2 that so far keeps me company tho we didnt really talk much.....
Monday, November 15, 2004
1000 Words
This is a Lyric from a very touching song and i did like to show it to u all.....
I know that you're hiding things
Using gentle words to shelter me
Your words were like a dream
But dreams could never fool me
Not that easily
I acted so distant then
Didn't say goodbye before you left
But I was listening
You'll fight your battles far from me
Far too easily
"Save your tears cause I'll come back"
I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door
But still I swore
To hide the pain when I turn back the pages
Shouting might have been the answer
What if I'd cried my eyes out and begged you not to depart
But now I'm not afraid to say what's in my heart
Though a thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you Crossing over the time and distance holding you
Suspended on silver wings
And a thousand words
One thousand confessions
Will cradle you Making all of the pain you feel seem far away
They'll hold you forever
The dream isn't over yet
Though I often say I can't forget
I still relive that day
"You've been there with me all the way"
I still hear you say
"Wait for me I'll write you letters"
I could see how you stammered with your eyes to the floor
But still I swore to hide the doubt
When I turn back the pages
Anger might have been the answer
What if I'd hung my head and said that I couldn't wait
But now I'm strong enough to know it's not too late
Cause a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll fly to you
Even though we can't see I know they're reaching you
Suspended on silver wings
Oh a thousand words
One thousand embraces
Will cradle you Making all of your weary days seem far away
They'll hold you forever
Oh a thousand words Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you
They'll carry you home and back into my arms
Suspended on silver wings
And a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll cradle you
Turning all of the lonely years to only days
They'll hold you forever
Final Fantasy X - A Thousand Words
I know that you're hiding things
Using gentle words to shelter me
Your words were like a dream
But dreams could never fool me
Not that easily
I acted so distant then
Didn't say goodbye before you left
But I was listening
You'll fight your battles far from me
Far too easily
"Save your tears cause I'll come back"
I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door
But still I swore
To hide the pain when I turn back the pages
Shouting might have been the answer
What if I'd cried my eyes out and begged you not to depart
But now I'm not afraid to say what's in my heart
Though a thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you Crossing over the time and distance holding you
Suspended on silver wings
And a thousand words
One thousand confessions
Will cradle you Making all of the pain you feel seem far away
They'll hold you forever
The dream isn't over yet
Though I often say I can't forget
I still relive that day
"You've been there with me all the way"
I still hear you say
"Wait for me I'll write you letters"
I could see how you stammered with your eyes to the floor
But still I swore to hide the doubt
When I turn back the pages
Anger might have been the answer
What if I'd hung my head and said that I couldn't wait
But now I'm strong enough to know it's not too late
Cause a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll fly to you
Even though we can't see I know they're reaching you
Suspended on silver wings
Oh a thousand words
One thousand embraces
Will cradle you Making all of your weary days seem far away
They'll hold you forever
Oh a thousand words Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you
They'll carry you home and back into my arms
Suspended on silver wings
And a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll cradle you
Turning all of the lonely years to only days
They'll hold you forever
Final Fantasy X - A Thousand Words
Saturday, November 13, 2004
No Regrets
Well this is it...on sunday 14/11/2004 will be my last day at work in the sushi restaurant...well the news in there spread pretty fast...they all knew that i was leaving..basically most of them doesnt want me to go and all but...i already made up my mind...So anyway i'll leave down some of my memories here...This was my first job..and i am sure i have changed a lot while working there...it teaches me how important life is and how difficult it is..before that i thought getting money was as easy as a snap of a finger...Working is tough and its not as fun as i thought it was...still i enjoyed working with my new found friends in there...there were all nice to me taking care of me , making jokes and stuffs like that....well the person who really didnt want me to go was Jess as i was the closest friend to her there among me,Wiegraf,Dexter and Hong...So anyways thats where its going to end and a new beginning in metro and it will be a whole lot more of new experiences....haha well it doesnt mean i cant go back to visit them right? haha...i will probally get their numbers before i go......Well No Regrets *gonna Miss everyone esspecially Jess*
Friday, November 12, 2004
The Words Couldnt Come Out
Well....i guess its about time i am to leave my frens in the current place i work as mentioned in "Click here to get there easier Friends to Remember" I got a new job over in Metro Jaya 1st floor in midvalley as a fulltimer now...and resigned over at the sushi restaurant as a part timer...it was hard for me decide to quit or not to quit....i couldnt bare to leave my frens back there as we were all like a family...
So as i decided to quit....it was hard for me to tell everyone....the words couldnt come out....
as i told some of them ...they didnt want me to quit but i aledi got the job there cant do nething about it now can i?So the hard part was telling my supervisor that i was gonna work until sunday as its my last day and good bye huh....it took quite some guts to tell it out to her...well look at the brightside i only work 1 floor above the restaurant and i could always go visit them hahaha.....*peace*
So as i decided to quit....it was hard for me to tell everyone....the words couldnt come out....
as i told some of them ...they didnt want me to quit but i aledi got the job there cant do nething about it now can i?So the hard part was telling my supervisor that i was gonna work until sunday as its my last day and good bye huh....it took quite some guts to tell it out to her...well look at the brightside i only work 1 floor above the restaurant and i could always go visit them hahaha.....*peace*
Thursday, November 11, 2004
Friends To Remember
Updated Version 1.2
FriendS are Forever and not to be Forgotten
SchoOL FriEnDs
Wiegraf : his my closest friend although we do argue a lot ^^"sorry yea"
Youkishi : haha although he craps a lot and some time doing stupid things but his nice
Hong : This guy very hardworking and smart although sometimes blurcase
Dexter : His okay but sumtimes he gets me on my nerves...
Pei Chuen : This gurl here always goes "Dont Like that La" haha sometimes fun to tease her
Yan Qin : Like a father to Pei Chuen
Jason : Very LcLy still his alright for a friend
Michelle : The happy go lucky girl always see her smilling
Pei Cheng : Ah speechless....very lifeless =P
Paul : This guy here has been trying desparately to get a gf
Wan Chier : This girl here very playfull everytime ajak me go internet cafe play warcraft -.-"
Jien Yet : Well shes sometimes playfull...not as bad as wan chier "Hong likes her"
Buford : This guy here i used to play cs a lot with him...his the smallfry
Suren : ah this boy here gila gila sikit no need say so much bout him =P
Tee Yew : This fella here very addicted to RyL also gila gila~~
Kimberly : Shes very hardworking and sometimes very garang... ^^ take it easy
Yeong Shan : Everyday go internet cafe play RO from morning to night....crazy
Ah Kam : Haha sorry didnt list u down =P "this girl here dont play play got all A's in PMR"
Pao : Apparently we work in the same place metro one thing bout him that he always touches peoples butt and looking at himself in the mirror
Edward : Also working metro and his gonna stop on the 30th and go over "oh sushi" maybe
Wai Seng : I remember he broke his hand once and we made jokes bout it saying " he must have broke his hand when he was taking off his pants"
Chung Tat : His always laugh for sum reason....its nice to talk with him
Wei Hong : His nice , friendly , smart , and above all a great friend
Kahar : Dont play play he looks small but young and dangerous "Couple with Shu xian"
Shu Xian : Vely Vely playfull gurl since i met her....kinda like her last time ^^
Kenji : Hahaha this guy here is one heck of a anime freak
Justin : Very very dedicated person
Andy : he broke his leg recently dont know y....Hope he gets well soon
Nava : The Black dude in my class hahaha...
Danial : His a Malay and he speaks good english...
Ai Mee : Most of the Time Sleeping in the class =.= haha me oso la
Friends
Joanne : I knew her not long ago..she's a nice person and i hope u get well soon and sleep EARLY later not pretty lorrr
Esther : Sorry ah i dont know how to spell the name right =P when she's quiet means she is bad mood.... ^^" dont dare to disturb her...
Jordan : My long lost friend just met him recently in internet cafe
Simon : very quiet sometimes i dont even know what his thinking
Christopher : His one of my closest friend in primary school but now his in Kuching
Calvin : Also one of my closest friend in primay school..lost contact for 7-8 years now
Aaron : His a nice guy i met him not long ago , we get along great
Jolene : I use to like her a lot but things didnt work out
Kylie : shes my ex but she's more of a little sister to me
Ai Leen : well shes okay not bad for a fren
Ex Co-Workers
This guys here are all from myanma listed down here
Harris , John , Michael---
These 3 guys have been great to me Harris treats me as if i am his kid , John and michael are like brothers to me....although harris and michael has left..i really miss them----
Eddy : has been looking out after me since i started working
Dominic : his my captain and a happy go lucky person ^^
Jess , Jane , Yen Choon : their like my elder sisters to me
Hon : Our one and only leng lui lol... his a guy btw ^^
Simon : not the simon in Friends his new and he looks like Eddy
I am afraid that i'll have to leave some day soon
Online FrIenDs
Claire : been chatting with her a lot since we last met
Eric : haha his a great guy..hey if ur reading this good luck in ur love life dude
Jimmy : his a hair stylelist if u guys need a hair-do look for him ^^
Jaquelyn : shes a nice person from a far away place
Lexie : she's nice and great to chat with at times
Emiko : Haha shes a great person and shes singaporean
Kam Kam : her name is siew kam, i dont know her sir name but she lives in Subang USJ and i really like her a lot, but i lost contact with her for a long time...if anyone knows about her or a name and address matching this pls let me know...i really miss her.....
i met most of them from Ragnarok Online *cheers*
Sorry to those who are not listed down cause there are to many that i just cant type out...
to much names to little time sorry yea...just give me a hit in the head and i'll list ur name down right away ^^....... *peace*
K got this post updated...i'll always keep this post active from time to time "over and out"
FriendS are Forever and not to be Forgotten
SchoOL FriEnDs
Wiegraf : his my closest friend although we do argue a lot ^^"sorry yea"
Youkishi : haha although he craps a lot and some time doing stupid things but his nice
Hong : This guy very hardworking and smart although sometimes blurcase
Dexter : His okay but sumtimes he gets me on my nerves...
Pei Chuen : This gurl here always goes "Dont Like that La" haha sometimes fun to tease her
Yan Qin : Like a father to Pei Chuen
Jason : Very LcLy still his alright for a friend
Michelle : The happy go lucky girl always see her smilling
Pei Cheng : Ah speechless....very lifeless =P
Paul : This guy here has been trying desparately to get a gf
Wan Chier : This girl here very playfull everytime ajak me go internet cafe play warcraft -.-"
Jien Yet : Well shes sometimes playfull...not as bad as wan chier "Hong likes her"
Buford : This guy here i used to play cs a lot with him...his the smallfry
Suren : ah this boy here gila gila sikit no need say so much bout him =P
Tee Yew : This fella here very addicted to RyL also gila gila~~
Kimberly : Shes very hardworking and sometimes very garang... ^^ take it easy
Yeong Shan : Everyday go internet cafe play RO from morning to night....crazy
Ah Kam : Haha sorry didnt list u down =P "this girl here dont play play got all A's in PMR"
Pao : Apparently we work in the same place metro one thing bout him that he always touches peoples butt and looking at himself in the mirror
Edward : Also working metro and his gonna stop on the 30th and go over "oh sushi" maybe
Wai Seng : I remember he broke his hand once and we made jokes bout it saying " he must have broke his hand when he was taking off his pants"
Chung Tat : His always laugh for sum reason....its nice to talk with him
Wei Hong : His nice , friendly , smart , and above all a great friend
Kahar : Dont play play he looks small but young and dangerous "Couple with Shu xian"
Shu Xian : Vely Vely playfull gurl since i met her....kinda like her last time ^^
Kenji : Hahaha this guy here is one heck of a anime freak
Justin : Very very dedicated person
Andy : he broke his leg recently dont know y....Hope he gets well soon
Nava : The Black dude in my class hahaha...
Danial : His a Malay and he speaks good english...
Ai Mee : Most of the Time Sleeping in the class =.= haha me oso la
Friends
Joanne : I knew her not long ago..she's a nice person and i hope u get well soon and sleep EARLY later not pretty lorrr
Esther : Sorry ah i dont know how to spell the name right =P when she's quiet means she is bad mood.... ^^" dont dare to disturb her...
Jordan : My long lost friend just met him recently in internet cafe
Simon : very quiet sometimes i dont even know what his thinking
Christopher : His one of my closest friend in primary school but now his in Kuching
Calvin : Also one of my closest friend in primay school..lost contact for 7-8 years now
Aaron : His a nice guy i met him not long ago , we get along great
Jolene : I use to like her a lot but things didnt work out
Kylie : shes my ex but she's more of a little sister to me
Ai Leen : well shes okay not bad for a fren
Ex Co-Workers
This guys here are all from myanma listed down here
Harris , John , Michael---
These 3 guys have been great to me Harris treats me as if i am his kid , John and michael are like brothers to me....although harris and michael has left..i really miss them----
Eddy : has been looking out after me since i started working
Dominic : his my captain and a happy go lucky person ^^
Jess , Jane , Yen Choon : their like my elder sisters to me
Hon : Our one and only leng lui lol... his a guy btw ^^
Simon : not the simon in Friends his new and he looks like Eddy
I am afraid that i'll have to leave some day soon
Online FrIenDs
Claire : been chatting with her a lot since we last met
Eric : haha his a great guy..hey if ur reading this good luck in ur love life dude
Jimmy : his a hair stylelist if u guys need a hair-do look for him ^^
Jaquelyn : shes a nice person from a far away place
Lexie : she's nice and great to chat with at times
Emiko : Haha shes a great person and shes singaporean
Kam Kam : her name is siew kam, i dont know her sir name but she lives in Subang USJ and i really like her a lot, but i lost contact with her for a long time...if anyone knows about her or a name and address matching this pls let me know...i really miss her.....
i met most of them from Ragnarok Online *cheers*
Sorry to those who are not listed down cause there are to many that i just cant type out...
to much names to little time sorry yea...just give me a hit in the head and i'll list ur name down right away ^^....... *peace*
K got this post updated...i'll always keep this post active from time to time "over and out"
Memories to cherish
Its been 2 years past , we had this school trip to langkawi me,wiegraf and some few frens , ah the good old days..i will never forget that trip for as long as we live...here goes..we started out our trip with two busses with 30+ ppl in each bus....apparently no we couldnt sleep in the bus cause it was bumpy and all geezzz... so one of us gave the bus driver his mp3 cd and played "LMF" and we all sang together although our teacher was just at the front of the bus.......
It took nearly 14-15 hours to get there and we thought we could relax over at the hotel after a long ride....but it turned out worst...from wat we heard it was a 5 star hotel but...it turned out to be a NEGATIVE 5 star hotel....still our room was the best cause it was the larges among the others...we played wrestling and ps in the room until pass midnight..
the next morning we went for sightseeing but to bad we all slept in the bus...so the teacher said lets go shopping and so we were like finally..something to do , something to buy and when got we there...well in their case "Shopping Complexe" it was all Duty Free KEDAI RUNCIT a whole blok of them -.-" man we were like dissapointed...
Still....besides the whole trip and all...we just enjoyed ourselfs we did lots of crazy stuffs , fun stuffs, in the end it the trip never really meant so much..it was friends, friends that we can depend on , friends that we can talk to or have fun with, Some of them has changed school , Some of them has probaly forgotten about it....but i'll never forget it
It took nearly 14-15 hours to get there and we thought we could relax over at the hotel after a long ride....but it turned out worst...from wat we heard it was a 5 star hotel but...it turned out to be a NEGATIVE 5 star hotel....still our room was the best cause it was the larges among the others...we played wrestling and ps in the room until pass midnight..
the next morning we went for sightseeing but to bad we all slept in the bus...so the teacher said lets go shopping and so we were like finally..something to do , something to buy and when got we there...well in their case "Shopping Complexe" it was all Duty Free KEDAI RUNCIT a whole blok of them -.-" man we were like dissapointed...
Still....besides the whole trip and all...we just enjoyed ourselfs we did lots of crazy stuffs , fun stuffs, in the end it the trip never really meant so much..it was friends, friends that we can depend on , friends that we can talk to or have fun with, Some of them has changed school , Some of them has probaly forgotten about it....but i'll never forget it
My First Post
My first time making a Blog...i'll try to keep it updated if possible...hehe i'm quite a lazy person
and this would be my frens blog http://wiegrafslife.blogspot.com and http://erickbp.blogspot.com thats all i have for now haha...
apparently i'll need these to guys two teach me everything there is to know on how to use blogger hehe.... *cheers*
and this would be my frens blog http://wiegrafslife.blogspot.com and http://erickbp.blogspot.com thats all i have for now haha...
apparently i'll need these to guys two teach me everything there is to know on how to use blogger hehe.... *cheers*
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